DREAMLAND & GAUZE

So I haven't written in this in a couple of days. Pretty interesting week. Last week before Spring Break. Thursday was my last day which sucked. My first time being absent all year. I hate being absent. Yesterday was my surgery. My face is SO FUNNY. I keep laughing at it. It looks like I have a plum on both sides of my cheeks. The surgeon couldn't find a vein to inject anesthesia so I got poked 7 times and got blood taken 7 times until he could find a good vein. LMAO The last thing I remember before passing out was trying to help the surgeon find a vein, I heard him say, "Well with the medicine I gave you", I looked out the window, spun my head and passed out. I remember what was going on in my head while asleep. There were circles spinning. I felt like I was awake and just spinning all around. Crazy feeling. You know what I think is dumb? Stopping the anesthesia before they're done. Feeling the drill is horrifying. Honestly. It hurt so much. Imagine if I wasn't numb? God damn. Terrible. Anyway. I've been up since 7am. I can't sleep as much as I want to. Today is ugly. So much grey :/ I want to go out. Not in public. Maybe to hang out not at my house. Who knows. I need to shower, badly. That's pretty much it. I'm going to take some more vicodin and then perhaps shower. Probably not yet though.
Ciao!

Here - my face at the moment vvv