ROCKET MAN

So I haven't been on this in a really long time. There is about 8 inches of snow on the ground and I am so freezing it is not even cool. I have to put my sheets on my bed for the second night in a row. This sucks. I'm too fucking lazy to do that. I'm watching SNL. It's entertaining. I just wish it was funny. OH WELL.
There's 5 days until Christmas which makes me EXTREMELY happy. I am getting some good shit. I had my paycheck this month too so I got to buy myself things. I got myself new underwear, which always makes me feel like a new woman, and eye liner - which Dom said he noticed. I didn't believe him until he described why he noticed the difference. I was like aw, actually paying attention. ADORABLE.
I haven't had a phone since Halloween. It's so ridiculous. First working Voyager since like 2008 and I throw up on it. Unbelievable. First shitty replacement phone, which I prefer, I accidentally throw out in a garbage can filled with Coke. GREAT. Now using this ugly, pink razor with a cracked screen and camera.
Tonight was supposed to be Sea's Christmas concert/band reunion, but it snowed so fucking much. There was no way of getting there. I miss it. I really do. I would have loved to have gone. I wonder if it was cancelled? Probably not. But if not there was no fucking way people were going. It's so dangerous out.
I got my grades for this semester on Friday. I don't have my password because for some reason it doesn't work. Great. I'm scared anyway. I did not NEARLY reach even half of my full potential. Shit happens.
Parties are fun. I had so much fun on Friday night. I could not believe how many people showed up there. I feel like basically everyone I know was there. I can't even remember the last party I went to that remotely came close to being that much fun. Good shit.
I'm so tired. I should do my sheets so I can relax. Which sounds so appealing right now. Goodnight

BECAUSE I SAID SO

Today is the first day I'm off punishment! This is all so very exciting. There's so much to be done! I mean it's like I can complain much... my punishment's are kind of jokes. I got punished on Wednesday and have had people over every day so far. I even went to L&B with Dom on Saturday! I'm not really sure of what to do today. I would like to get to the mall before the day ends. That would be ideal. I need running sneakers and a bra. Hmph. I also need some money too. Although if I were to get money I should probably save it for tomorrow. TOMORROW me and John are going to the city. Should be a fun little time. There's really nothing much to say. Nothing big is going on in my life at this point and I haven't been doing anything exciting really the last 5 days because of this punishment so I bid you farewell.

THROW SOME D'S

So I kind of have not been on this in a really long time. A lot of new things have occurred in my life. I've done a lot of interesting things. Been a lot of interesting places. My summer so far has not been ideal, but good enough considering. Well about a month ago me and John broke up. That took a big toll on me, but I think I've handled it quite well. Although some people think that I handle it too well. I don't really care though, no one thinks the way I do or sees things the way I do, so their opinion is at a minimum on my caring scale.
That little fun event happened on the same day that was the first and only attempt at going to the beach this summer. What's funny is that we made it there... and got into the accident right in front of the boardwalk. What a slap in the face man. Whatever. It was a pretty alright day though. Not gunna lie.
I got my eye brow pierced! As sad as it sounds, it is the one thing that has made me happy in a while. Every time I look at it I just think, "WOW. I am so fucking glad I got this piercing."
I bought a $20 umbrella in the city when me and Samm went with Meaghan so she could do some shit for her job. I ended up leaving it at Fenga's when he had a party and I really don't think I'm getting it back :[
I went to Warped Tour at Monmouth Park. That was fun. Long, but fun.
I've been going to a lot of shows lately. Local bands like I used to. I'm really happy though. I miss all of people and the shows themselves.
All around I'm really happy and that is good.

JUNE 21

Father's Day sucks.
There should be a day to celebrate all the fathers who abandon their children.
That'd be fucking cool.
Fuck you Barack Obama and your god damn commercial.

SORRY

So... I bought this journal yesterday

now there is an endless list of things you can do with a notebook... but I can't think of anything. I HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT TO WRITE. What the hell...

SEE YA LATERRR

WOW... so... haven't written in this for a while. Well, tomorrow is graduation. These last few weeks have been crazy and somehow went by so fast. Prom was extremely fun, danced all night. I waited all year for that. However, afterprom just failed horribly. Supposed to take the bus to Columbus 72 - driver refused to take us. When my mom drove us there at 2 in the morning - everyone was leaving and basically the only people left were people fucking on the dance floor. That was cute. Last concert, cried as expected. Not as much as planned though. So I guess that was good. I would have been fine if Breanna didn't start crying. The BBQ was pretty fun. Jousting with Katie was one of the best things ever, I really enjoyed hitting her in the face hahaha. Today was the luncheon. Woke up a half hour AFTER it started. That was fun. Had to speed there. Everything just kind of feels surreal, I'm not really sure when or if it's going to hit me that I'm graduating high school. Or maybe I just really don't care... Whatever. I'm excited to be graduating tomorrow AND THEN GOING TO ARIRANG FOR ERCOLE'S DINNER! Yay!
I'm going to watch the end of American Beauty. Goodnight.

WAIT, I GOT 'EM

So, I'm in an extremely good mood today. Not really sure why. There's one full day of school left, and then the half day. Which right after we take the Government final, WHICH I'm going to come close to failing. Honestly. I have a 70 average. That's my lowest average, since sophomore year when I got a 65 in Earth Science LOL. Whatever. Right now, I'm watching Pearl Harbor. I actually used to enjoy watching this over and over. I was an odd person.
ANY WHO - I went to Ralph's Ices with Caitlin, Samm, and Henry after school. It was quite fun. Henry hit a charger, and scratched up against it. Basically it would have left like a dent and scratch on any other car - but left NO damage on Henry's or the Chargers. Weird.
Went to the mall when I got home. Exchanged the Visa gift card I bought yesterday, with an American Express gift card. I was looking to order shit online with it last night, but it didn't work -_- So on top of the anxiousness of the Pens/Caps game, I was frustrated with the fucking gift card. OH the problems of my life.
Friday's the concert :x Scary. I was talking to Matt in homeroom today, and I was like wow Thursday is the last homeroom you will ever have with me. Sad. These 4 years have gone by too fast.

Well, I'm going to not do anything. Bye.