N.E.R.D.

So, I haven't really come on this is quite some time. I've just been really busy doing nothing lately. I feel disinterested and spiritless and have no desire to do anything productive when I am at home. I don't know. For the last couple of weeks I just have not been myself. I'm starting to feel better, but I'm not fully out of this phase.
I went from being genuinely happy, to drowning in desolation, to where I am now - somewhere in between.
The week before last felt like the longest week of my life. Usually time flies - not last week. St. Patrick's Day Parade. It went from being a really good day, to being completely regretted in a matter of 24 hours. Unbelievable how some shit happens. The whole situation is just obnoxious to think about. I'm just irritated by this. Our band is a family, I was told this is freshmen year by Ms. Nebel and I laughed at it, but it's true. We progress into a family, and the fact that our family was ripped apart by a freshmen just destroys me. Why a parent would call about what happened, is beyond me. What sane parent would call about teenagers drinking on St. Patrick's Day with the intention of getting them in trouble? It's the end of their senior year, you're really going to call the school? I don't understand what the big deal was. We played fine and their was NO WAY of anyone knowing. No one was hurt that day, the school was not disgraced. So the point? To potentially ruin the lives of the seniors? Indeed.
Also, that whole week I had Mike pissed off at me. Although that is not the case now, I'm sure it did not help me in my juncture.
Yesterday was a good day, I was happy all day. I got to drive to school, and then I went to John's. It was an all around good day.
I have no idea what I am going to do today. Possibly city? Who knows, the possibilities are endless. I am going to try to do something with myself.
Au revoir.